First Day Of School

I'M A SENIOR BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D
I'm so excited!!! This is gonna be sooo fun. I'm going to homecoming in like 2 weeks :) with Jake!!! soo happy. I love him. He's one of my best friends. I'm gonna wear Sloan's prom dress! HOT PINK! so pretty. I don't know who I'm gonna ask to do my hair tho.. i think this lady in my ward does hair.. we'll see. And i'm gonna try to get the blonde streak in my hair dyed back before then. My mommy took me clothes shopping! It was so cool. I never get lots of clothes. It was nice of my parents :) <3 I hope Neil's doin okay in his classes, finding friends and feeling comfortable :) I have 2 art classes today, Painting and AP Art Studio! Legit man. Oh man speakin of legitness and bossyness. I gotta write Andrew!!! Maybe I'll go do that now.. Before I forget haha.
VIEWMONT SENIOR YEAR!!! CLASS OF 2010!!!!!

Apology

Dear Mike (Scott and Jordan as well), I really am sorry I said that about you. I was frustrated that night with some stuff about my summer. It was extremely rude of me to say and I'm sorry I did. I really didn't think you'd ever see my blog - I was venting like I would in my journal. I'm sorry and I hope you aren't too mad or offended. It was said in a quick bit of frustration one night and isn't how I really feel about you.

blogging..?

Hello out there countless people who even look at this.. what's the point of blogging? just to let out your frustrations? its not like people read what you write. unless they don't have a life i guess.. idk.. i just don't get why someone else would read a different persons blog? hahah. idk. obviously i'm not that into blogging yet... sooooooooooooooo..... i guess i'll journalize or something.

Today i got pulled over. yet again. ugh. 4th time. never got a ticket tho :) its just my tail lights out. stupid. wow. ugh :p
I hung out with Laura basically all day :) yay. bestest friends. Hung out with sloany too :) besties as well. And laur and i hung out with javi, lou, and blake at smoot too :) iiiii want a guy to flirt with me :) baha. hehe. not necessarily like me, just flirt :) woot!! wellll i should probably go so laur and i and sleep. or party. idk either one. haha. goodnight.

Home Alone

Wow.. My family's all gone for the next week :( I wish I would've gone with them.. sigh. but at the same time its good I stayed home so I can do all my stuff for school. But I started bawling when my family drove away.. I gave my mom the longest hug I think I've ever given her. And I've just periodically started crying throughout the day. Church was weird being all alone.. I think this is also important for me cuz I'm appreciating my family more. And I'm realizing how much they all mean to me and how much I love them. Even Neil.. haha. I really missed him at church in my sunday school class. weird huh?.. haha. I'm kinda scared to sleep at home alone though. Good thing i have different friends houses I'm stayin at different nights. I hope I don't lock my keys in my house or car.. that'd be super bad.. haha. knowing me.. wow. Well I'm chilling with Laur so I should probably end.

car accidents...

Car accidents are horrible. The feeling you have as a driver is indescribable. So far in my life, I can't remember anything worse. It's just this incredible sinking feeling right in your stomach. And the worst is when it keeps haunting you.. 3 weeks after it happened.. when it should've been over and done with.. 3 weeks ago. I was driving me and 3 of my friends (Laura, Con and Dakota) to Farmington Pool. When I turned the corner down an aisle looking for an open parking stall, she backed into me. The guy sittin in the Shutters and Blinds truck said we should call the cops.. but then we couldn't find out the police number and the guy said the city hall message said to just call 911.. so i had to call that even though you're not supposed to unless its an emergency!! So finally a cop from farmington came and then said he couldnt even cover the accident since both him and the girl worked for the city. So then he called in an officer from Centerville who finally arrived.. after an hour!! Then the farmington and centerville cop talked!! which seems SO bogus!! since the farmington cop wasn't even supposed to be there! you can't talk if you're not supposed to be there.. then the cville cop came and asked what happened. I said, "I came around the corner and she backed into me." Quoted. Exactly. Then in his police report he wrote that I said I might've been going to fast. ...?!?!? excuse me? First of all, I wasn't!! i wasn't speeding. Second, He never asked me that and i never said that! Third, even if i was.. i wouldn't have ever said that to a cop!! hey yeah let me just tell you how bad i am so i can get a ticket and have it written up as my fault. NO. i'm not stupid. plus, i wasn't speeding!!! ugh annoyance. so then the girls insurance company wouldn't pay for my damages. My dad called the cville cop and left a message saying I never said that and all this stuff and asked him to call back, but he never did. So my dad filed a small claims case against the insurance company and the girls dad since he's the owner and we're going to court on thursday. which is so pointless!! and then my dad called the chief of police today to find out about the police report. and when the chief pulled it up, he said it doesn't even say anything about me saying i was going too fast now. which means either the girls insurance company is full of crap or the cop went and removed that part after my dad left the message. and NOW.. the girls insurance is saying that they won't pay because i was "distracted by construction vehicles in the road and my passengers messing with the radio and distracting me." First of all.. how are they supposed to know my passengers were distracting me?.. BULL!!! cuz they weren't. laura was sitting in the back texting and con and dakota were just chilling there lookin around. Second, the only construction vehicles were like at least 50 feet away up on the curb by the new city hall. not even close to where the accident was. i'm so upset.. and now the girls saying that we didn't even hit until she was already backed out of her stall!! which is not even physically possible!! cuz the dents and scrapes are on my passenger side doors and don't start til halfway throught the front passenger door. and then run along the whole side of my car from there. that is all such bull. i'm so annoyed.. just realized you're at fault and pay the damages. its not like the damages are an outrageous amount. okay sorry, the end. i'm done ranting.

Living For It

I want to change my url (help??).. but I don't know how to. haha oops. Oh well.. So I'm going to try and get more regular on this. I kinda keep forgetting I have it.

This week I went to trek :) It was so so so amazing. just what i needed. I miss my family so much.. i want to be talkin and hangin out with them all the time :( They really helped me a lot and I don't remember ever havin such a spiritual high. I started crying last night for no reason at my friends house and I think its cuz the Spirit just isn't as strong anymore.. I'm going to try as hard as I can to keep the feeling I had at trek with me all the time. It's going to be hard but I was just soo much happier :)
So at trek we all got different names (which was hard! cuz I had to try and learn two names for all these people I'd never even seen before! haha) Our ma and pa picked Snow for our last name and we were going to have 'cold' names to try and keep cool haha. My name was Blizzard :) haha I kept thinking of DQ... yumm...
My Trek Family:
Ma and Pa Gilbert (Ma Crystal and Popsicle)
Katie Kitchen (Igloo)
Marco Rebaza (Slushy)
Thack Archuletta (Mr. Freeze)
Pere Le Sueur (Sleet)
Carver Nichols (Santa)
Joseph Richards (Jack Frost)
Spencer St. John (Ice Cube)
Laurel Horsley (Snowflake)
Sheila Guest (Frosty)
Cassie Quist (Rudolph)
Everyone was soo great :) our family just wouldn't have been the same without them. I feel so close to all of them.. like they really are a second family i have. My testimony grew so much. A lot because of things my family said (and other people too). Katie is like my best friend ever :) Its kinda weird cuz she's almost 15 and i'm almost 18 but I feel like we're the exact same age.. well more of like just age didn't even exist. I love her <3
One night Marco, Thack, Katie and I stayed up late outside talking. We talked about a lot of stuff. One thing we talked about was having good friends. and having the courage to stand up for the stuff that we believe in. And always doing what we know we should so we have the Spirit with us. Our trek theme was Live For It! Thats definitely my new goal.. to always live for it. Many people say they'd die for the Gospel or for Christ.. but its so much more to LIVE for it. Its every little simple thing in everyday. Then, not only do you help yourself be more happy and more in tune with the Spirit, you are an example for others. I just had such an amazing time and made a lot of life changing decisions. Hopefully I can keep those promises to myself and become a better person.